I can't have a house. I can't live in Japan. I can't travel.
Do you know why that is?
It's because I am a loser.
All these grand dreams, and no actual effort to achieve them.
No job.
No working on something to publish.
Zero progress on that "business idea" I kept hinting around about last year.
(Nothing about that secondary blog I was going to start, either.)
And all I do is spend my days avoiding the work I do have and should be doing.
I am a fucktard.
It's a miracle I managed to graduate from college.
Have you thought about going back to school? Maybe an advanced degree would lead you in the right direction.
ReplyDeleteI would love to retreat from life back into school. But there's no money for that. And I don't know what degree I would pursue, anyway.
ReplyDeleteSchool's not a bad idea. In this job market, you need a masters in something to get anywhere at all.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if the money is so tight, you couldn't get good financial aid. Having a job with just a bachelor's in this market is a miracle.
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