Reboot

Lately I have had a hard time maintaining healthy habits. I've been crushed by a need to lose more weight now, and that has locked me into a cycle of disappointment and bad choices. I tried to stay positive, but each day my weigh-in has made me more and more depressed. This last week, to avoid that feeling, I decided to only weigh in on Mondays...but I ended up making very poor food choices this week, including lots of chocolate and grease. I haven't weighed in and I'm not looking forward to it.

I've decided that the only way to get out of this self-destructive pattern is a hard reboot. I need to just start over. I need to throw out the weight loss of 2008 as if it never happened, and start from zero. I need to eliminate the pressure of past success and focus on being healthy.

To that end, I am downloading an iPhone application called "Dietician". I can enter my current weight, my goal weight, and what type of diet I want, and this application will generate recipes, a meal schedule, and shopping lists for me. Rather than feeling bad that I never have the time or motivation to create my own meal plan system, I can simply follow this application's advice and start shopping and cooking smarter. Here's a review of the app where you can get more information.

I am also going to start thinking about how to vary my workout routine more. For the past two weeks I've been trying to ride my bike every morning, but on days when it was too cold or I had muscle strain I ended up not doing anything. My plan now is to start working with a personal trainer at the Y and get a varied, targeted workout schedule set up.

I can't just keep doing the same things, and I can't let myself continue to be discouraged. It's time for proaction. It's time to reboot.